I've created a lot, made my creations very important to me, given away a lot, and lost everything more than once due to trusting others... my mistakes, nobody's fault, and the best I can do is pick up and continue creating as well as I am able... I've known euphoria and depression and the pendulum of emotions (or roller coaster, as I often call it) is what life is about... so you may be high or low, happy or sad, up or down, sane or mad... chances are I've been there or somewhere nearby... that's what living as I do - giving unconditional love and trust - does... cuz nobody's perfect... and some choose to abuse or live selfishly... and some choose to reach for higher ideals... who are you now?... who am I?... shall we explore?... shall we journey along the road to find out?... 

Today I feel very lonely. I miss one whome I can't forget. I wish I were a child so that my whole naughtiness was painting on the wall. I wish I were a child to laugh from my whole heart not having a bitter smile on my lips. I wish I were a child to forget every thing with a kiss when I feel deep sadness. I write this poem to my beautiful pretext of life.

maybe my life is a dream
maybe the dream is my life
maybe nobody knows for sure for sure

but I remember you now
and the feeling is still good
do I really need to know any more?

so now I live under the stars
each and every night
welcoming the morning sun
to rain a little light

Dear Lee Young Ae

let me be the person that you walk with in the mountains.

let me be the person that you pick flowers with.

let me be the person that you tell all your inner feelings to.

let me be the person that you talk to in confidence.

let me be the person that you turn to in sadness.

let me be the person that you smile with in happiness.

let me be the person that you love.

Hey, Friend...

Hey, friend,
the flowers are
all gone,
and the sunshine
is hiding in
the wintery sky,
so I wanted to
send you a
warm hug and
some sunshine
to let you know
you're in my
thoughts today.
I'll do my best
to send you
the warmth of summer
when winter winds
come your way.

To My Love- Lee Young Ae
Thought About You...

All day long,
I thought about you.

Even when I tried not
to think about you,
I thought about you.

When I closed my eyes,
I thought about you.

When I opened my eyes,
I thought about you.

When I thought about
the beauty of the season,
I thought about you.

When I thought about the
warmth of the upcoming holidays,
I thought about you.

When I heard a love song
on the radio,
I thought about you.

When I checked my email,
I thought about you.

Even when I said goodnight
to the stars,
I thought about you.I just can't stop
thinking about you.